Monday, February 28

Where Is It?


It happens.
A LOT nowadays.
Heartbreaks.
Too often that some of us has became
Immune.
Numb.
Some of us stop believing in love.
I don't know why but
FOR ME,
Love is never gone.
The people you let in into your life is your choice,
And in every scars that they made
Which I will quote,
'What doesn't kill you makes you stronger.'
I'm sorry if  offended some people
Or if some of you don't like it
But that just me.
In a sense that what happened is not entirely the persons fault,
We choose who we let into our lives,
But I know some has
"Special Passes"
Believe me,
I know those kind very well,
They'll hurt you,
Leave you,
Try to get you back, 
And stuff.
SOME OF THOSE LA.
But for me,
Most of those unintentional ones,
Have stayed,
And still growing stronger by the day,
Come on,
I don't need a partner to be happy,
I'm LOVING where I am,
What I have,
(exclude my phone)
Who I'm with,
I'm NINETEEN FOR GOODNESS SAKE!
I have lots of time to find what I'm searching for,
No rush.
And to all you heart broken people out there,
Some times you just have to stop hoping,
Hoping of 'what if's,
And,
'could have's,
Wake up and 
JUST
LIVE
THE
PRESENT
FABULOUS
LIFE
THAT
YOU
HAVE
Because you ain't gonna get anything
If you just sit there and do nothing,
Your not going to get anything at all.
SO,
Open you beautiful eyes,
So big that you can see everything,
AND LIVE YOUR LIFE!
Like you should,
Like you deserve to,
Like you want to.

I haven't watch this video yet but 
Imma post it anyways.
:D



Love.


Thursday, February 24

Priceless.

So, its been a while since
I wrote anything on my blog.
Hahahahahaha.
Just loving life s it is.
:)

EXAMS IS COMING SOON!!!
Damn.
My first A-level exam is coming up real soon.
And still,
Life is nothing but drama.
No matter who you are.
We are humans
Life on earth is like a movie
That only god can watch.
Of course with some other viewer.
Its either you take it as a mistake or a experience.
Do what you gotta do.



The greatest weakness of most humans 
Is their hesitancy to tell others how much 
They love them while they're alive..




Yeah I finally know how to post Video on my blog.
:D
I'm soo happy!!!
I love videos!!!!!



Be your own kind of beautiful.

Love.


Sunday, February 13

Break And Assemble.

Hello!
My dear blog-that-I-go-rambling-for-no-reason-at-all.
MUAHAAHAHAHA.
Yes, Life have been good.
 I pray (like Justin Bieber) that it would stay like this.
Well, this time a bit longer. 
I've been sick.
Not like flu or fever sick.
Like my stomach sick.
Like I eat (No racial) Indian food that day.
And my stomach is not used to the spice and herbs
That I get like a food poisoning.
BUT, I'm good.
I'll be good.
I can't eat a lot of things.
My mom, who is also my doctor.
Ask me to eat porridge.
I don't know where to find....
Wait!!
PAPARICH!
Ok, a moment where my brain starts functioning again.
Yanywho, so yeah.
I can't drink coffee that much also.
Not good for my stomach at this state.
:(
I love coffee!


OWH
And I had a wonderful day today.
Not perfect because if it is
Then it'll have unicorns and flowers all over the mall's floor.
But I had a wonderful day.
And I hope tomorrow would be another good day.
For me and everyone I love.


I'm officially homesick.
AGAIN.
I love my family.
Like serious.
Seriously.
I miss all the outings that I did with them.
They are one of the places that I want to be for the rest of my life.
Inshaallah.
I can't believe its been 7 month since I moved out.
A lot have changed.
I miss my house.
The house I grew up in.
The place I'm at my most comfort.
Well, almost.
Only if my family were there.
And Owh,
MY CATS.

:D

Love.



Saturday, February 12

BOINK.


Call me a slut, call me a whore, 
If u dont like me there's the door.
 Call me anorexic, call me fat, 
I can put it on or I can lose that. 
Call me annoying, call me dumb, 
Excuse me miss I'm having fun.
 Call me a flirt, call me a fake, 
That's just me so give me a break. 
Call me weird, call me a geek, 
Call me what you want, 
I'M JUST UNIQUE

To my people out there.
Be yourself,
Cherish yourself,
Love yourself.
;)

Cause your awesome
And amazing.


Love.


Guess I Knew.

I'm back in love with DESTINYS CHILD!
Seriously.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE their last album.
I bought the cd and everything.
I know. 
I love beyonce.
Hahahahahahahahaha.
And Kelly
And Michelle.
Listening to their songs 24/7.

*Just a couple of pictures to show their awesomeness*




Their awesome.
I just realize that I love their music.
I don't know how but I just start downloading.
I reminisce my days listening to their songs while I did my homework.

Had a great day yesterday!
Friday will always be an awesome day.
Cause its the start of the lovely weekends.
I mean the sign of  the start of the lovely weekends.

*Can'twaitforMonday.EventhoughIhavenothingtolookforwardto.*
:/


Love.


Friday, February 11

Wednesday, February 9

Live Out Loud.

Yes, I've deleted a post.
Hahahahahahaha.
It was just for a self satisfaction.
And it was enough.
So I took it down.

Anywho, I'm back in Subang!
After three days without Internet.
Finally, I can update this blog.
Hahahahaha.
I don't know why but I LOVE blogging!!
I'm a freak that way.
:)
And yes,
I'm a total weirdo.
Like seriously.
Well, only the people who knows me
Know.
MUAHAHAHAHA!

Valentine is near.
And it got me thinking.
What is LOVE?
Why is there only one love day in a year.
I do love.
And I hope I'm loved.
I love 24/7, 12 month, 365 days.
Why there is one love day?
I know other people do the same as I am.
I love those people.
:)
Why is it soo important to find love
On that one day?
Just because its valentine's day?
How bout people that waited years for love?
The ones that only found it after they die?
Realising that they had that special someone
At the edge of their life?
Only to see the one they love dies?
Gone?
Appreciate what you have infront of you.
No matter how impossible it is.
If you love it.
Love it forever.
Don't expect anything in return.
Cause if you do.
You'll get disappointed.
Truth hurts.
Life goes on.

Amongs the clouds,
You're there,
Watching over me.
And one day,
I'll look for you.




Love.






Friday, February 4

To Malacca With Love.

Awesomeness.
You know what?
Its Chinese New Year today!!!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR LOVE!
And in 2 weeks it will be
Valentine Day.
ZE Vday.
I'm just going to do something nice for my peeps!

I'm currently in Penang.
Four days here is going to be awesome?
I guess it will.
Loving the fact there's Wifi!
I thought I wouldn't be able to go on the internet much.
BUT
Yeah........ Wifi.
Muahahahahahahahaha.
Going to take lots of pictures!
Meeting cousins and friends.
Penang is going to be good.
Hopefully.
:)


Someday we'll know,
If love can  move a mountain,
Someday we'll know,
Why the sky is blue.




Love.


Tuesday, February 1




"It's impossible" said pride.

 "It's risky", said experience.

"It's pointless", said reason. 

"Give it a try", whispered the heart.