The Moment That Lasted Forever.

There he was.
In that favorite clothes.
There he went.
To see what he could get.
There was I.
Hoping he would come back.


Once I wished it all went back,
To what it was,
But I changed my mind,
To let it rust,
Because that wasn't just what it was,
It was more than that,
It was more than us,

Life but a moving city,
It change and never stop changing,
Life is that and more,
How can we call it life if it wasn't so,
To way with the wind,
Is something ironic,
You said you wasn't so,
But where were you when I took the toll,

Close your eyes and pray to god,
That I wouldn't be the one who's got,
The power to see through you,
And much as you wouldn't want to,
I hold everything that you've known,
And set it on fire as it was my own,
To kill the devil within,
And shine the light to that wicked skin,
For long I am to what you are,
As long I am what I am,
Take it or leave it as much as you like,
Because that is always what's right,

They will be like your mirror,
That shows what you really are,
And there you were so lonely and afraid,
To watch yourself be betrayed,
But you know better to what is right,
And see the outcome, clear and bright,
looking into my eyes and then you see,
That everything was according to me,

And then you say "what a wicked soul?!"
What I've done wasn't that at all,
You looked at me at such astray,
And hoped I'm killed,
With hope you prayed,
As long as I am what I am,
I will protect you from yourself,
Because the strongest enemy is not at the outside,
But its beneath those skin that is still tight,

We may not learn what is right
But we must know when it tight,
To see beneath our fingers, We're told,
And to hold that was always left untold.


-A

October.

Hello!

Its November now!

I've been busy with assignments and projects and tests!

And much much more!

But I love where I am today..

I've grown a lot since high school!

I'm much more positive than before!

And I forgive quickly too.

And I don't let people mess around with me

anymore..

I love to love.

Because love is one of the most powerful thing a person can have.

The ability to give love is magical.

 And to always have more is amazing!

I know that this world is messed up!

But it won't ever stop me from having faith and hope,

on people.

I know that some of us have problems

about love, about people we love...

Just know that everyone will hurt us

BUT

We must find the people who we would suffer for.

We hurt people and people hurt us.

That's life.

You can't change it much.

And finding people who have the same principles as us 

is hard.

Just love people

Because no matter who you are,

You always wanted to be loved.

Love IS Important.

Because one day when you might wake up from your sleep, 

And realize you lost the moon while counting the stars.

:)

Canyoubelikeaboomerang? Iwishedyoudo.

Wants.

Hey dear readers!

I just want to write something that we feel everyday.

About our wants.

don't fool yourself by saying that there is nothing you want.

 In the world that we live in right now.

We always demand more...

And the worse part is 

We demand as much as we can.

Its hard to find people that are happy being poor,

Happy without a luxury...

I've seen people or families that has financial issues,

Waste their money buying luxurious things.

I know that mine teaches me to grab as much opportunities as I can..

They've never thought me to waste.

I'm not saying that I'm going to stop you or being scrubby to any of you

(siapa makan cili, dia terasa pedasnya)

I'm just saying that if you do want to

Save up first.

Cause you don't know what's going to happen tomorrow.

Seriously, it doesn't hurt much.

I've tried saving 

And it was wonderful!

I mean like in the same time I am saving,

I got the things I want!

For free!

People give this stuff to me..

Or I spend a little la..

I still buy stuff but only a little.

Not soo much..

Some of the stuff I got...

(This is my blog, I can put anything I want. If you hate it, you can always close the tab)

Yes, PANCAKES! I wanted to make pancakes and today, Ibu brought it back for meeeeee!! iHappy.

Yeah, I was waiting to get a perfume and yes, mom always read my mind... :) 

At first I didn't like it that much but I got used to it. (Maybe) :P

Hahahaha! This is what I got for this past WEEK!

I'm sooo blessed!

I was also saving up for a mascara but  MY GREAT BESTIE GAVE IT TO ME!!

I LOVE YOU, L!!
And I got some revlon lipstick myself.

(which was buy 1 free1!)

And I got lip glosses from laura mercier and two lipstick from Artistry.

From my AWESOME SISTER *cousin* 

I LOVE YOU ALLL!

Believe in what you want and it will find a way to you. 

Or through you family members

And finally give it to you. 

:P

Love Cause That's All We Have.

BLESSED

Third Try.

Hello bloggers and non bloggers.

Who read my blog.

:) 

Thank you soo much for doing so..

I actually wrote like three or is it two blogs before this one..

Gonna finish it and post it soon enough.

So, last week was a really good week.

I loved it!

This week is like any other college week.

I think..

As most of you muslims out there must know 

about the celebration that we're going to have this sunday..

:) 

Meat.

Lol...

So, we have like a day off..

And most of the gadek clan will be home in Melaka for it!

YAYYAH!

And we're going to have our anual barbeque!!

YAY! 

But hopefully this year we'll have veges!!!

I LOVE VEGES!

I want to be a vegetarian

But I kindda like meat too..

LOL..

THAT'S IT!
BYE BLOG.

There's going to be one day that when you look back 

What you've gone through in life,

You'll say " WHAT WAS I THINKING?!",

And at that point, I know you'll remember me.

Love With No Boundaries,

Live Without Regrets.

Ps: Loving A Beautiful Mess by Jason Mraz.

Listen to it.

I find it very romantic.