Vanished

As he looked away,
For the last time that she would stay,
All for him was it was all resolved,
All for  her it would  all ended,

Could it be that they  couldnt see,
They were made for each other,
How  could they see it,
For both were blind,

The story never seem to see the light,
Till there is no more left to fight,
For some  the story ends  with light,
But for some  it always ends with fight,


But, he kissed  me with his eyes closed,
Fingers in my hair,
Mouth wide open,
Oh, his love, his love, his love.


-A

Influence.

SHIT. ITS THE SAME THING ALL OVER AGAIN.

Somewhere in the long run

There is someone I know,

That I know using me,

Of how he knows who I am,

Who I want to be,

How I am smart,

Intellegent,

Not all beautiful,

Witty,

But he thinks he has all the ropes,

To tie me down,

To control me,

How I know,

He's a devil,

With a face of an angel,

How he knows what to say,

What to do,

To  keep me on the edge,

Maybe what I'm doing is evil,

As evil as he is,

And maybe I'm digging my own grave,

And one day I may fall at my own trap,

But at least I want to try,

To be who  he needs to be,

Who he wants me to be,

I know,

One day,

I look for my phone,

Hoping that he calls,

Hoping that he text,

And wishing that one day,

He'll say

'I love you'

Just maybe,

Somewhere  in the long run,

And  maybe,

Never.

-A

You  can always hope and wish for the happy ending.

 But I know I won't find it in his world.

Maybe you'll see this one day mirul.

But I doubt it would go this far. 

And if it didn't but you see this. 

Yeah, I was that far in.

Searching For The Only One

In the middle of doing work,

In the middle of what I should be focusing on,

Something important happening tomorrow,

I want to release this,

This feeling

That's so dangerous,

So fragile,

So small,

Or way to big,

For me,

How can I know?

How could I find,

A way to know,

That this feeling is real,

That what's happening is valued,

High enough for him,

How could I know,

That he's sincere,

To know who I am,

To be with me through it all,

And how much of myself do I give to him,

How much do I keep?

How much affection should I share,

Because that's all I want to do,

To share my love,

My feelings,

My soul,

The beat of my heart,

To be shared,

To be divided,

Into half's,

To give it away,

For free,

Without any charge,

Without any regrets,

Will he be the one to change,

The meaning to all those songs,

To all those memories,

To be the firsts,

And maybe be the lasts,

Or to be the heartbreaker,

Or the heartbroken,

To hold the one I saved for last,

To be my light,

To brighten those dark times,

To show me how to be,

Who I want,

Who I choose to be,

To love as much as we hate,

To show me something I've been waiting for.
To make me believe,
I've found the only one.

-A


You cant copy what I write. These are always will be my words.