I'm a puzzle, Yes indeed,

Ever complex in every way,

And all the pieces aren't even in the box,

And yet, You see the picture clear as day.

Beyonce never let me down. :D

Love.

Then

Only when you see the truth, can you understand what I meant. I've told you what you need to know. But its up to you to find out. Its your life, not mine. Its your adventure, not mine. Its your battle, not mine.

Its your story, Not mine.

I Just Don't Know Anymore.

People will hurt you but you must be strong enough to move on. The apologies that you want may never come, forgive them anyways.

Love.

This Time I Want Hope And Only Hope.

And when you feel no saving grace
Well I'm on my way
On my way
And when you're bound to second place
Well I'm on my way
On my way
So don't believe it's all in vain
Cause I'm on my way
On my way
The light at the end is worth the pain
Cause I'm on my way
On my way.

Boyce Avenue is LOVE.

Love.

For all the reasons to live for, why the hell me?

Love you. :)

About You.

There is nothing wrong to be single. Yes, I know of how many couples that is happy and still are together but its their luck. To find each other so quickly.. There is nothing to be worried about. God just wanted to give you more time to let you focus in what you supposed to do now. Let you learn how to be less impatient? Maybe he wants you to learn to control yourself before you make a decision. So, that when you found that guy, you could calmly think it through about him and you. So you could be sure about the relationship. I know for a fact that your an amazing person, intelligent, beautiful. That who ever learns to love you could love anything in this world. Yes, I take pride of loving you. I'm proud to say that I love you. For who you are and I'm sorry for being worried of the friendship and loveship that we have and still has.Thank you for yesterday. I'd never though in my whole life I could mean that much to someone like you. Never.

Just because you can't see it, It do not mean it doesn't EXIST.

One of the things that a lot of people seems to missed out now,is how to accept. Accept everything that life thrown at them. I know now that the fact that acceptance is much more valuable then understanding. Because when you accept, then you will how to understand. I don't know if its true but this is what I feel about it. When you don't accept, you won't understand. And if you don't learn to accept, you'll never learn to understand. I know to some of the things in life, we will accept it but I've seen and I know people who sometimes can't just seems to accept. Including me of course. But I'm trying my hardest to see things differently. I'm trying.

So.

This is how you feel when you miss the people you love the most?

I know I still do have people I love around me and I do really love them but its not the same. Mornings that I usually spent with the people I usually spent with is almost gone. And I miss it soo much. I wished that it would never changed but it did. Now, every morning before I wake up, there visions of the things and people I want to see when I wake up and everytime I opened my eyes, it wouldn't be there. I wish that I'll be there tomorrow because its a tradition that in the mornings we spent time with each other. Its not like going around everywhere but just having a long breakfast. And have a feast for lunch with the people we genuinely love. And just have fun with each other.

Missing all the things I used to do tomorrow. All the things that to me make my life worth living for. But if I can't do all the things I used to do tomorrow, my life ain't worth living? No, because there is going to be more of tomorrow's and I know it would be better ones.

Song of The Day- Make Up Bag by The Dream ft T.I

How?

Well, lets just say it was a fail attempt to forget about you but I truly have given up on you and I thought the next thing was to forget about the things that I love about you. But I am seriously failing at it. I know what your going through, liking someone that you know likes you back but don't want the relationship. I know it sucks. And I accept the fact that you would never even think of liking me but I'm just being such a teen and I hope. Hope that you can see me the way people who loves me see me. And I know I shouldn't but that is just way too late. This is the effect of never really believe in liking and loving a guy and suddenly, you just came into my life. I don't regret knowing you but I do regret letting myself to like you this much. I would never post this anywhere if I'm not serious enough.

I don't know how but I know I will do nothing about you. Then maybe one day I could not like you this much anymore. I hope. All I want to do now is just focus on the things that I know are much more important. That I know if I don't do it properly, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. And I rather not regret those things. It sounds selfish but that called reality. The reality that we all have to sacrifice something to gain something. We can never have it all. And if you think you have it all then that is just a lie.

We can never have it all but we can have all the things that we need.

And I hate the fact that I actually like you. :P

Song of The Day- Lalala by Auburn ft Iyaz

"Giving up doesn't always mean you're weak; Sometimes it means that you're strong enough to let go."

*Words given by a friend to encourage another. :)

Love.

Loving

If I love a song then I will make a post if its lyrics. I usually fall in love with the lyrics first then the actual song. Lyrics first, the song comes later. Depends actually.

Half Of My Heart by John Mayer ft Taylor Swift

I was born in the arms of imaginary friends
Free to roam, made a home out of everywhere I've been
Then you come crashing in, like the realest thing
Trying my best to understand all that your love can bring

Oh half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That I can't keep loving you
Oh, with half of my heart

I was made to believe i'd never love somebody else
I made a plan, stay the man who can only love himself
Lonely was the song I sang, 'til the day you came
Showing me a better way and all that my love can bring

Oh half of my heart's got a grip on the situation
Half of my heart takes time
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That I can't keep loving you
Oh, with half of my heart
With half of my heart

Your faith is strong

But I can only fall short for so long
Down the road, later on
You will hate that I never gave more to you than half of my heart
But I can't stop loving you
But I can't stop loving you
But I can't stop loving you with half of my...

Half of my heart
Half of my heart

Half of my heart's got a real good imagination
Half of my heart's got you
Half of my heart's got a right mind to tell you
That half of my heart won't do

Half of my heart is a shotgun wedding to a bride with a paper ring
And half of my heart is the part of a man who's never really loved anything

Half of my heart
Half of my heart
Half of my heart

Half of my heart

A Little Something That I Must Re-post From Another Blog.

Words Of Love?

We never get what we want,
We never want what we get,
We never have what we like,
We never like what we have.
And still, we live, and love.
Because that's life.

The best kind of friends
is the kind you can sit on a porch and swing with,
never saying a word,
and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you ever had.

It's true that
we don't know what we've got until it's gone,
but it's also true that we don't know what we've been missing
until it arrives.

Giving someone your love is never an assurance
that they'll love you back.
Don't expect love in return;
just wait for it to grow in their heart,
But if it doesn't, be content that it grew in yours.

It only takes a minute to have a crush on someone,
and a day to fall in love,
But it takes a lifetime to forget.

Don't go for looks; they can deceive,
Don't go for wealth; it can fade away,
Go for someone who makes you smile
Because it only takes a smile
to make a dark day seem bright.
Find the one that makes your heart smile.

May you have
Enough happiness to make you sweet,
Enough trials to make you strong,
Enough sorrow to keep you human,
And enough hope to make you happy.
The happiest of people,
don't necessarily have the best of everything,
They just make the most of everything that comes their way.

Happiness lies for
Those who cry,
Those who get hurt,
Those who have searched,
And those who have tried,
For only they
can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives.

When you were born, you were crying,
And everyone around you was smiling.
Live your life so that when you die,
You're the one who is smiling
and everyone around you is crying.

Please send this message
to those people who mean something to you,
to those who have touched your life in one way or another,
to those who make you smile when you really need it,
to those who make you see the brighter side of things
when you are really down,
To those who you want to know that
you appreciate their friendship.

And if you don't, don't worry,
Nothing bad will happen to you,
You will just miss out on the opportunity
to brighten someone's day.

Song of the Day- Count On Me by Bruno Mars.

Put Your Love On It.

Never in this life I've never made mistakes. And I'm sorry for what I've done. Never will I make the same mistakes again.

I've given up because you are just too far away from me. Never been connected and I guess never will. Believe me, I've given up. Completely.

But all of you took my heart and gave me apart of yours.

Song of the Day- She Owns The Night by Far East Movement.

Something To Think About.

Something I came across while I was reading one of my favorite books. I don't know why but it made me realise alot of things that have been happening in my life and I can relate to it very much. And it also made me think about soo much more.

"I've treated Vanion so badly" she mourned "He'll never forgive me, and I love him"

"Then tell him so. That's all you really have to do, you know. Just tell him how you feel about him, say you're sorry, and everything will go back to being the way it was before."

"It won't ever be the same"

"Of course it will. As soon as you as two are back together, Vanion will forget it ever happened." He took her two small hands in his great ones, turned them over, and kissed her palms. "Thats what love's all about, little mother. We all make mistakes. The people who love us forgive the mistake. The people who won't forgive don't really matter, now, do they?"

"Well, no, but-"

"There aren't any buts, Sephrenia. It's so simple that even I can understand it. Alean and I trust our feelings, and it seems to work out fairly well. You don't really need to complicated logic when it comes to something as simple as Love."

Song of the day- Half Of My Heart by John Mayer.

Why.

Of all the billions of people in the world, why the hell did I found you?

I'm asking myself because I know I don't deserve such a thing but you already became apart of being me.

I guess I'm just way too lucky.

I Am Such An Ignorant Person.

How ignorant am I?

How could I not see something soo beautiful?

How did I missed something like this for the past 18years of my life?

I am such an ignorant person. My hometown, the place that I've grew up in and I don't even know what is the treasure it holds until today. As for what I saw today? It was magical! How could a tiny area holds soo many culture and traditions! And its been here form the day I was born and just after 18years of my life, I found it. I guess I should've known better. And thank god I did found it because if not, I know I'll never will.

Never take something that you think will always be there for granted because you'll never know when it going to be gone.

And

Live your life to the fullest.

These are what I've learnt for this past few days.

And Thank You. For being there, Love's.

Today.

7am in the morning and all I can think of is YOU.

How I wish that this feeling would go away and stop myself for hoping for soo much more. There is nothing I wouldn't do to make you mine but there is just soo much more things that stop me to want you. Let me like you, like this. So I can change myself to what I wanted to be first. Then, I'll get you. I will never worry about time.

Because if their meant for you, even if it takes a lifetime, would always end up next to you.

Like it never happened?

How do you forget?

How do erase those memories?

Of the people that you had dreamed of being in your future.

How to erase those dreams, images and situations that you've been dreaming of?

Tell me.

So I could apply it on myself and others, who need all the help they can to erase it.

Do we just give up?

Thinking that it would never be.

Only because of one reason that could make millions of others.

Katy Perry- Not Like The Movies

He put it on me, I put it on,
Like there was nothing wrong.
It didn't fit,
It wasn't right.
Wasn't just the size.
They say you know,
When you know.
I don't know.

I didn't feel
The fairytale feeling, no.
Am I a stupid girl
For even dreaming that I could.

If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be, yeah.
When he's the one,
I'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning
And that's just the beginning, yeah.

Snow white said when I was young,
"One day my prince will come."
So I wait for that date.
They say its hard to meet your match,
Find my better half.
So we make perfect shapes.

If stars don't align,

If it doesn't stop time,

If you cant see the sign,
Wait for it.
One hundred percent,
With every penny spent.
He'll be the one that,
Finishes your sentences.

If it's not like the movies,
Thats how it should be.
When he's the one,
He'll come undone,
And my world will stop spinning,
And thats just the beginning.

'Cause I know you're out there,
And your, your love came for me.
It's a crazy idea that you were made,
Perfectly for me you'll see.

Just like the movies.
That's how it will be.
Cinematic and dramatic with the perfect ending.
It's not like the movies,
But that's how it will be.
When he's the one,
You'll come undone,
And your world will stop spinning,
And it's just the beginning.

Trust you heart and just do it.