Well, lets just say it was a fail attempt to forget about you but I truly have given up on you and I thought the next thing was to forget about the things that I love about you. But I am seriously failing at it. I know what your going through, liking someone that you know likes you back but don't want the relationship. I know it sucks. And I accept the fact that you would never even think of liking me but I'm just being such a teen and I hope. Hope that you can see me the way people who loves me see me. And I know I shouldn't but that is just way too late. This is the effect of never really believe in liking and loving a guy and suddenly, you just came into my life. I don't regret knowing you but I do regret letting myself to like you this much. I would never post this anywhere if I'm not serious enough.
I don't know how but I know I will do nothing about you. Then maybe one day I could not like you this much anymore. I hope. All I want to do now is just focus on the things that I know are much more important. That I know if I don't do it properly, I'll regret it for the rest of my life. And I rather not regret those things. It sounds selfish but that called reality. The reality that we all have to sacrifice something to gain something. We can never have it all. And if you think you have it all then that is just a lie.
We can never have it all but we can have all the things that we need.
And I hate the fact that I actually like you. :P
Song of The Day- Lalala by Auburn ft Iyaz
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