Grandparents.

What are grandparents? The parents of your parents? The biological parents of mom and dad? Is that it? well, I want to talk about Puan. my grandma. She isn't just any grandma. She's the grandma you want your husband to meet. The grandma you want your children to meet. maybe taking this to a blog seems a bit extreme to some or most of you but I do love that woman. My whole heart loves her. genuinely feel like I still need her. So many things I want to do with her. Maybe when I was smaller I don't know what to do with her but when you're all grown up you will wish for one more hour, one more day, one more conversation and one more advice. Because when they die, you know it's forever or it will be a long time before  you join them. Maybe some or most of you do not prefer to spend time with your grandparents, but it would be the time you'll appreciate the little things in life. Maybe you don't share the same hobbies, the same needs and wants but these are going to be the time you will keep and remember forever. because maybe right now it's all about your life and your boyfriend, your friends and your career but before you know it, you will lose them and when you do, your heart and mind would notice how much they have and always been the source of your strength and will. How they have touched your life so gently but leave the biggest mark. The deepest cut. The most prominent scar. Some say that when someone is not in your current lifestyle and present, they aren't as important than the ones who are, they don't know the meaning of unconditional love. A kind of love that do not need to be present in the physical form. unconditional love exist in all of us. We will learn it when you lose someone you didn't know you've love unconditionally. And most of the time it is your grandparents. Because you know they love you no matter what. Because even when they can't do anything to stop you, they still would love you. And that is something a lot of people lose today. She and my tok mat and both of my embahs, I love them because they have made such great parents and they are great grandparents. And I know that with god's will I am on the right track. And I hope I make all of them proud and to always watch over me.


And for that, I am grateful and I am blessed. Alhamdulillah

-A